Well, I realized something: Vlad ordered my Ring this month! Now, for those of you who don’t know, he and I intend to get married (in 4 to 7 years, but it is definite!) and we have mused the idea of getting a ring to prove it… however, we don’t want to freak his parents out. Let me explain: his parents don’t even want him to spend the night at my house. If they saw an engagement ring on my finger, they would have heart attacks and assume that I was pregnant (which I am definitely not). So the solution was to appeal to the “Gothier” side of things. While surfing websites (the Victorian Trading Co. to be exact) I came across a Betrothal Ring, and gushed about it to Vlad.
He said, “Wow, that’s cheap. Are you sure you want that?” and I just looked at him.
“Are you normal?” I asked him. “I am saying I will be more than satisfied with something utterly lacking diamonds. Something that is roughly 50 dollars.”
“Are YOU normal?” He quipped. “I’m just saying that I’ll buy you a big rock if you want.”
I shook my head and laughed at him. “The size of a stone doesn’t equal how much you love me. Plus, I would feel uncomfortable with a huge diamond on me. Do not want.”
He just shrugged and said, “So you’re sure you want it? It has a heart on it.”
“But it’s red. And not extremely girly.” I countered. “It would fit in with everything else I own and want to own. Get it.”
And that was the conversation ender. It is in the works. I have no idea when it will arrive, but can’t wait to get it!
So yeah. Maybe I’ll randomly post a picture of my hand wearing this in a few weeks! (*happy kitty-face*)
Yesterday I was consumed with depression for no apparent reason. That in itself was annoying. Today, I don’t exactly know how I feel, but it’s definitely better than yesterday. I mean, seriously. Yesterday, I couldn’t even get into my “pump-up jam” (remocon, specifically glutamine’s cover of it), or sing along with it. However, I could definitely enjoy some Maximum the Hormone. Especially their darker songs. I wasn’t lower than low, just pretty down. I didn’t want to do anything that would make me happy, even. Luckily, browsing the Internet, I came across some things that made me suddenly laugh. That helped. And then I slept for 12 hours. That definitely helped too.
But today (or rather, tonight, since I just woke up not long ago…), I am going to be productive. I have things to draw! Lots of things! And that in itself will make me feel happy. Eating will too… and I might play Dark Cloud, or listen to soundtracks. No. Definitely gonna play Dark Cloud —— (suddenly aware that all of my data was erased from the game. All 10 years worth of data…. gone…) nope… I’ll pass on Dark Cloud for now. I’m not ready for that wave of gamer-depression.
Soundtracks it is, then! And I think I will cook something. Oooh, I could make my favorite meal (you want to motivate me? Promise me food. Works every time). And I also have those cinnamon rolls in the fridge……. Yes. Depression gone. I’m such a glutton.
So between drawing, eating, writing, and (perhaps) gaming, I will definitely be busy tonight. Rest assured that I will never post pictures of my meals on the Internet. No one cares about this mass of seemingly inedible (but wildly addictive and mouth-watering) food that I will eventually cook. Anyone curious what that favorite meal is, has but to ask. It’s extremely simple. And it has a story to it.
Yes, you can definitely tell that I’m feeling better now. I even type happier.
I mean, I want to put something on here that will make other people happy too!……. Let’s see….
Yesterday was amazing. Vlad took me shopping, and spent over 100 dollars on me– buying me bras and underwear. Don’t think too hard about it; it counted as my Christmas present, and that was what I asked for. I had 4 bras to my name, one of which broke a strap off, another that has a huge rip in the back where the fastener is, and the other two give me the dreaded “quad-boob” because they don’t fit (plus they’re padded. When you have large breasts, padding is unnecessary and counter-intuitive, in my opinion). So now I have bras that not only fit, but are COMFORTABLE and won’t stab me to death with worn out underwire. I woke up this morning and texted him “BRAAAAAAS~” and said thank you as many times as I could.
I wanted to get on and rave about that last night, but for some reason, this site would crash my Internet… so I ended up getting sucked into all those Gothic web-shops again (after restarting the computer for the umpteenth time).
Also I need to say something important: there is a HUGE storm coming through, targeting my general area directly. There will be ice, snow, and then more ice, at least a combined inch thick. It will be HIGHLY likely that I will lose my power– along with everyone else here. So, in other words, if I disappear after tomorrow, I most likely will have a dead laptop and lit candles. However, this will give me time to draw.
Anyway, those Gothic web-shops are beckoning…. so I’m going to go, and find even more inspiration to draw!
And if anyone’s interested in what web-shops I have been looking at, tell me in the comments! I would be happy to make a top-ten list!