Yesterday I was consumed with depression for no apparent reason. That in itself was annoying. Today, I don’t exactly know how I feel, but it’s definitely better than yesterday. I mean, seriously. Yesterday, I couldn’t even get into my “pump-up jam” (remocon, specifically glutamine’s cover of it), or sing along with it. However, I could definitely enjoy some Maximum the Hormone. Especially their darker songs. I wasn’t lower than low, just pretty down. I didn’t want to do anything that would make me happy, even. Luckily, browsing the Internet, I came across some things that made me suddenly laugh. That helped. And then I slept for 12 hours. That definitely helped too.
But today (or rather, tonight, since I just woke up not long ago…), I am going to be productive. I have things to draw! Lots of things! And that in itself will make me feel happy. Eating will too… and I might play Dark Cloud, or listen to soundtracks. No. Definitely gonna play Dark Cloud —— (suddenly aware that all of my data was erased from the game. All 10 years worth of data…. gone…) nope… I’ll pass on Dark Cloud for now. I’m not ready for that wave of gamer-depression.
Soundtracks it is, then! And I think I will cook something. Oooh, I could make my favorite meal (you want to motivate me? Promise me food. Works every time). And I also have those cinnamon rolls in the fridge……. Yes. Depression gone. I’m such a glutton.
So between drawing, eating, writing, and (perhaps) gaming, I will definitely be busy tonight. Rest assured that I will never post pictures of my meals on the Internet. No one cares about this mass of seemingly inedible (but wildly addictive and mouth-watering) food that I will eventually cook. Anyone curious what that favorite meal is, has but to ask. It’s extremely simple. And it has a story to it.
Yes, you can definitely tell that I’m feeling better now. I even type happier.
I mean, I want to put something on here that will make other people happy too!……. Let’s see….